Friday, January 10, 2025

'24 IAU 100K World Championships x The Bengaluru Part

Wednesday, December 4 - The 4-hour flight on Indigo from Bangkok to Bengaluru was easy, albeit barebones (the Allegiant of India), and despite all the shit I'd warned the team to be weary of, entry/customs was also easy. I was on a kind of high from the ease. Recently told MM that this is my MO, you know, expecting the worst and how good it feels when it isn't, but he didn't think that was the healthiest. The better view is probably expect nothing, receive everything. 

The drive from Bengaluru airport into the city tricks you via funnel. Along Bellary there's several lanes and space to drive, then it becomes Tadipatri & you're siphoned into that Indian-specific bedlam. In Hyderabad, the traffic, maneuvers & horns were of great novelty. I tried to decode it; found a sort of rhythm in the language of palms, horns, braking - the serene body language & facial slack at odds with the acts. In Bengaluru it was almost inappreciable, like, "Oh that? I didn't even notice." - Says the self-important itinerant. In the swollen, at stoplights, several knocking on the window in plead, a baby even, knocking, pleading, and how it feels to deny, turn your head, ignore. 

There was some quandary with the host hotel, The Chancery, ahead of our arrival. It was the 2nd hotel we'd been transitioned to already, after we'd paid room & board fees for the original a few weeks before arrival (the original was more costly & the excess was not reimbursed). The team leads transitioned us to St. Marks a short walk away (all other federations & event activities maintained at Chance). Gratefully this was all done while KB & I were drinking Singhas in Bangkok. 

We arrived at St. Marks at 5:30 pm, the start time of our first team mtg. Without checking in or dropping bags, we were circle-sat & discussing tell-us-something-no-one-knows, how many kids do you have, and here's the plan. After, checked in by two smiling similar men, one named Mathew, the other Krishna, which Kris noticed & appreciated, a perhaps other kismet. 

The lot of us walked to The Chancery for dinner (we'd do this for every lunch/dinner). Hung out with a new beloved, Allison & my old beloved, Liz Eder-Northern (roommate) in our room; Liz & I's two twins pushed all but a finger together. A slit perfect for losing things in. 

Thursday, December 5 - Up by 5 am. Walked the stairwells as Liz slept. Ryan with the excellent eyebrows & veritably kind disposition knew I hadn't brought shit by way of personal bottles (see: wanted to maintain 1 backpack on the trip) and kindly lent me a few of his personal soft flasks for the race. I don't accept kindnesses easy & as I saw it, I was taking from what he had prepared for himself. He's so damn nice, and assuring, and I won't forget that when he could easily have not, he did.

7 am - Breakfast at St. Marks, serving: curd, pineapple pastry cakes, gulap jamoon, banana smoothies in petite cups, "dry cake," grilled chicken with pomodoro sauce, pale chicken sausages, a jar of tartar, fish nuggets, coconut & peanut chutnies, sambar, rawa & plain idlis, aloo paratha, bhatura, channa masala, puliyogare, corn cheese dumplings, black chana, green moong dal, cheeses, preserves, an omelet bar. Over breakfast Liz's dad told me he had a dream that night that he was covered in tattoos and tried to wash them off & asked if mine have any meaning. Told him it's more about where I got them than what they are: souvenirs. He said, "We get magnets for the same reason." I said, "I'm a refrigerator." And this is generally how most conversations probably go with me. Liz and I shared a plate of papaya (which we both feel outperforms the US') with lime and salt & double espressos. 

9 am - Left by 70's Scania bus for Course Preview. The Scania was a beautiful dirty white log, with Castelvetrano-colored tapestries, a maroon & black striped rug down the center, bucket seats with white toppers, orbed & angular lighting, the fire extinguisher behind a gold curtain, and this handsome bygone driver with long hair & beard. It took 1.5 hrs from hotel to GKVK University. The lot of us ran the course loop together - half the team veterans, the other new & no one with an ego or anxiety so telling they needed to do their own thing at their own pace (easily warranted). I'm not sure I've been on a team where this was a thing. Along the course at GKVK: Nat'l Tuberculosis Institute, Institute of Flavor Technology, a bee farm, a large black centipede with red legs, dogz lazing, hordes of school children all in in a line, high fiving. 


The ride back was another exhaustive 1.5 hrs. A quick lunch at Chance: malai paneer tikka, murgh tikka, Peri Peri fish fingers, fish curry, mutton biryani, puttanesca, honey chili chicken, "exotic vegetable in oyester sauce," greek lemon potatoes, vegetable hakk noodles, peas pulao, rasam, sambar, yellow dal tadka, miloni tarkari, cabbage pori yal, shahi paneer, boiled egg & corn vegetable salad, roasted fish & fried potato salad with capers, chicken sausage & apple salad, grapefruit with mesclun, sprout corn & pepper salad, papdi chaat, curd rice. Desserts: milk cake, rasmalai, kheer kadam, moong dal halwa, bread butter Danish pudding, rich kitkat brownies, assorted French pastries, blueberry "cold" cheesecake.

Straight into a tuk tuk with KB, Nicole & Patrick, sighting colored birds in stacked cages, to our cooking class with Manju in the urban-RT Nagar area. Her home, off a thin street and enclosed by iron wrought. Within, Christmas. She ushered us through pvc strip curtains to wash our hands. The menu we'd work through: Chicken 65 (Manju's favorite), Chicken Ghee Roast, Chicken Biryani (what I'd like to call The Great Layering), Chicken Korma & Chettinad Chicken. Each would spend some time at the head doing prep, compilation & conclusion (scissoring chilies, removing the cocoon of seeds, roughly cutting, precisely measuring, coating, layering). Fits of eye itch, nose tingle, sneeze & cough, the slow squeeze of the room's air, choked by chili, pepper, mustard seed, cumin, paprika, coriander, garam masala, turmeric & nutmeg. Further choked when put to flame. A mass of tissue boxes.


It was slow and then suddenly fast, each recipe layered towards singular climax. Spooned into serving dishes & placed at the center of a long table where the four of us plated ourselves. Manju is a joy. She enjoys her alcohol, namely Sula's sparkling wine for its sweetness and sour apple liquor. I'm grateful Kris organized the class for the 4 of us. 

Later that evening some of us ladies perused the shops at Chance. There was a wall of pashminas where Lin & Sue got suckered into micro-analyzing the variance between hundreds of them, putting them on, tossing a corner over the other shoulder, "oh this is not me," "oh this is close!" The pile of unfolding, of discarded growing. Dessert with the team: vanilla ice cream with multi-colored candy rocks that looked circa '97 fishbowl bottom.

Friday, December 6 - Woke up with rod tight hip-flexor-to-rectus femoris-connecting lines on both sides (new). I think I overshot my load on the strides at course preview. Perhaps paired with the amount of sitting/travel time (incl. the bus ride to/from GKVK), I think I wasn't ready to run sub-5/mi pace, even if for just 10s. I was & am greatly displeased by the amateurity this illustrates.


7 am - a group of us ran from the hotel to Sri Chamaragendra (Cubbon) Park: gated, pedestrian-centered, leafy. To the FC/Indian Super League track at Sri Kanteerava Outdoor Stadium for a few laps. People were bench pressing and long jumping.

After, we watched the World 100 km Panel Discussion feat. Liz on stage beneath an exorbitant crystal chandelier. I did henna. A woman from the LOC complimented; made her do some of the linework. It felt like asking for something you want, being given it, and then feeling like you captured a piece of a shared human experience & you're proud of yourself for suggesting the setup (wow, gag me, but the feeling is real). As I finished the hand & Liz her speech, the reporter from Lithuania surprise interviewed me and said something like, "Americans tend to be really confident, then there's Charlie Lawrence...and on the other end, there's you." Made me laugh. Couldn't argue. 

Later on, the women's team met in our room for further henna, massage, and general tactic planning, which consisted of a lot of "we'll sees," I think all of us aware that no matter the planning, we were at the mercy of a most unusual thing, a thing that would dictate, not be dictated. Bottles prepped.

Dressed in our pantsuits, walked to Chance Ballroom for Opening Ceremonies. Charlie was interviewed by Lithuania guy wearing sunglasses inside. I think we got a little riotous in that tamped down way where if you don't express it a little you might implode, ie Lin rage-played solitaire as the speeches spieled. Each federation did their walk up. When it was our turn (2nd to last), carrying little flags, the screen behind with our flag gave out, we started to walk off, they called us back so we could do it properly save for this time it was a mini flag hiding behind our backs, so we stood there a while as they tried to fix it to make the flag big enough to be seen, and I feel like there's a metaphor here. 

A sick dance sequence with a very agile central figure. KB speculated it was Elov up there. I've got these bum hip flexor quad lines still rodding & then I go to stand up and I've suddenly thrown my ankle out. Limped out of the ballroom. Managed to stop for a stroopwafel served on a silver platter by a Nederland guy & then, after a while, got my ankle back in place. 

Took some pics by the pool. Did some flat lays & then our team leads kindly orchestrated a private dinner at St. Marks so we could be together in a quieter, in-bed-earlier way. Dinner: pesto pasta, garlic breadsticks, salad with onions, tomato, cucumber & parsley, chicken, rice. 

My love, Carla Molinaro sent me over: "My friend go and crush it this weekend! You are on fire and this race is yours! Go get that crown so we can both sit in a swimming pool in South Africa drinking margaritas from a doughnut shaped inflatable ring being queens of the world hahahaha! Heads up, tits up, go fuck it up." KB brought by a collection of art he'd organized from friends who drew renditions of my likeness at TH, or generally. They are incredible, and the gesture from him & all left me muted. I squirm under the feeling of that gesture. Liz hung her children's drawings of me around my bed; these children who'd grown to draw a likeness, who'd been babies in Romania on our first world team together. Pounded the leftovers from Manju's class in bed. Asleep by 8:40 pm with an alarm set for 9:30 pm to sign up for the Chuckanut 50k. 

Saturday, December 7 - Down for breakfast at 3:45 am; a semi-sui generis: 2 sugared donuts with a date shoved into centers, a hardboiled egg, a single link of unclothed chicken sausage, a bowl of maurten bicarb, and espresso. KB kindly brought a 2nd personal stash coffee. One might wonder: what does it feel like pre-race when you've eaten Indian food all week, including right before bed on the eve, and hunks of raw onion & all that coffee? It feels like you might imagine - that I needed pepto. 

The team & our people got on a private bus. Ryan & his dad wrote "Texas 4 Ever" in the fogged window. Lin sat up front with a stack of colorful buckets for our ice, drinks & bandanas. Sat by Chikara in soft talking peace. Dropped at GKVK Campus, our table the last in the long line, and directly alongside the medical tent which held metal framed beds with plaid bedspreads. Accoutrements in place, things on ice. Lubed up. Chipped. Checked in. They delayed the start by 15 min to let some sun rise. 


6:15 am - Race starts. The field size felt more substantial than it had in '22. 21 laps with the first an abbreviation (each lap shy of 5k). Ran the first 1-2 miles with Allison, then, aside from a brief spell with Ireland (my beloved Caitriona) & Poland, I was mostly alone. It was both boring & slightly engaging - people to see ahead, to be felt behind. Considered a "closed course," I never expected it to be after my experience in Hyderabad, but the level or style of it at GKVK was farcical: mopeds, motorcycles, cars, ambulances, people, braiding between the racers, or slightly clipping, or stopping them in place. At one point I was nearly clipped by an ambulance. It pulled in front of me to then make a 90-deg. turn, couldn't make the turn & started reversing into me. Had to run down an embankment, through a ditch & back up to get away from it. Many a racer were shouting, throwing their hands up, smacking cars. After some complaints to staff/our leads, the traffic seemed to quiet. That, or I just went inward & was too dead inside to realize a continuation of the fuckery. Add to that macaque monkeys with bright pink buttholes investigating discarded foodstuffs. It's an adventure, the road 100k. 

Felt my hip-flexor-quads from start to painful finish. Aside from that & stomach acid, the first 8 miles felt good. Lol, 8 miles of a 100k. After mile 8 I became increasingly more uncomfortable. Started to feel sleepy; couldn't keep my eyes open. Stopped at the US aid station & took a ketone shot, a caffeine chew & coke, which helped (but yikes). All of this India, the heat building, all that caffeine, taking in nutrition in humidity, lent towards a record number of bodily exports. One time, after holding it for a while, I stopped at a porto at the bottom of a long downhill & found the pot filled above the toilet lid with blood & shit in a spew across the back wall. After another lap past it, I saw 2 hapless souls squeegeeing the thing, excavating its insides into buckets. 

By halfway a localized pain above my left knee bloomed; it grew sharp & finite. Charlie had dropped (due to his Achilles) and kindly gunned my quad. I ran by Caitriona (who also dropped, bc she couldn't breathe, asthma exacerbated by the air quality) & asked her if she knew anything about acute localized pain in that area. She noticed I was bruising & spoke to our medical while I continued. I think they told her I'd be fine (lol, Great). She was saintly & empathetic, seeking info for me, delivering it. I valued being able to complain to her, to see what she did under the pressure of someone else's issue, when she herself hadn't had her day. Because I was bruising, and after what I'd experienced last year at the 50k WC's, where they chalked it up to a knot when it was a 2-tear, I started panicking. Had a 2-lap panic attack - we're talking 10k of panic here. In hindsight I wonder if it (the panic) could have also been due to aqi, as I'd heard a lot of people had breathing issues during. Panicking is fucked, because you're not able to breathe & stressed about it. Started to cry. Stopped in at the aid and took more time than I would, Lin offering handfuls of choices to try to soothe me; also chaotic because you don't really need 6 options when you're panicking, or ever, just the one you planned for. Straight up said I was afraid I was hurting myself & wasn't sure I should continue but was kind of softly ignored and encouraged on. A tactic for sure. It only got worse, and by mile 54 I'd had it. I decided before entering the aid station that I was going to drop. I come in crying. Someone suggests some pain meds. Lin says we're in contention to medal. I say, "Yeah, but how close is it?" Trying to decipher if it was still possible for the team to if I dropped. "It's really close" she says, without telling me what we're fighting for - Gold? Silver? Bronze? I take the pain meds, grab like 5 things: iced sponges, a soaked hat, a bottle of coke, nutrition, and hands full, continue, thinking really mad thoughts if this counsel I've been given lends me towards a broken leg for the sake of a medal. I am in the exact same position as I was in in last year's 50k, which was one of the worst racing experiences of my life. And it's the same, but twice as long & twice as bad. *Trust that I've thought PTSD was speaking louder than physical actuality. 

It took a few miles, but the meds kicked in. It was also helpful that at the top of the long climb, at the LOC aid station, there was a volunteer with spray cans of Biofreeze that he'd raise his eyebrow in ask & I asked him if I could take one & he let me. Held onto the Biofreeze for the rest of the race, spraying my leg in intervals. My QL's started to go, so took it to my back, but I'd unknowingly chafed at the hem of the race top & so sprayed Biofreeze onto open burn. Then, it trickled down lines of sweat, into my clinging wet shorts & burned the chafe rims of the sensitive liner bits. Honestly, self-curated burning took the edge off the localized quad pain. Here's a picture: I'm wetter than wet, fabric & skin bathed in piss & Biofreeze, bruising, chafing, burning, sponges stuffed into my top, and I'm holding 6 things. All for the love of the game. 

I milked our aid station like it was a full gear reset in the middle of a 200, every time, which was 20 times. This is not conducive to fast championship running. In one of my appeals to Caitriona to save me, she said, "You're doing great! You're in 3rd!" And baffled, thought, maybe a lot dropped? On the next lap she goes, "I'm so sorry, I was wrong, you're in like 11th." Lmfao. 

Thankfully, Allison was given information that with one lap to go she was 1:30 behind a Japanese runner, and if she could get her, we'd slip into 3rd. This is the kind of info essential to championship racing. 

When I finished, I wasn't in the results; chip went awry. They work me back in, and there I was 10th, not a clue that I was. Thankful, a smidge, that I wasn't 11th, though Nicole was, and she's a saint so she prob wouldn't say something pessimistic. 

Half of our men dropped (Charlie, Geoff, Ryan) for sensible reasons (torn Achilles, breathing/energy issues, severe drop in blood sugar lvl). The other 3 (Chikara, Kris & John) looked strong throughout and finished well. Chikara was 6th (6:40:57), Kris was 18th (7:01:12) & won the Master's Championships at the not-so-Masters age of 35, and John was 22nd (7:08:29). Altogether they were 4th Team - pretty damn good for having lost half their men. Japan's Yamaguchi won handedly, over 12 minutes ahead of Aguilar in 2nd, followed by Okayama, also of Japan. 

Women - myself in 10th (7:48:21, near the exact same time I'd run at the Hoka Carbon X2 Project in '21 when I was injured), Nicole in 11th (7:52:00), Allison in 12th (7:56:28) - the depth is deep! Polina in 19th (8:15:48), Liz in 25th (8:30:58) & Neringa in 33rd (9:00:36) - a rarity that all of our wmn finished. We were 3rd, ahead of Japan by 2m43s (mf'in Mercer closed hard). 2m43s - that's the amount of time it took for me on just one of my multiple poop stops when I ran into the woods because the portos were like murder venues. It was inspiring to watch Hot, Brumelot and Webster braid between one another in fierce battle. Hot is now the 2x 100K World Champion. Brumelot is literally just back from an fx, and Webster also medaled at last year's 50k WC's. Full results HERE

Judge had photoshoots and autograph signings with team Thailand. People put feet into ice buckets and tried to keep themselves from throwing up. Drank some pickle juice. The bus ride back went a lot smoother than '22's in Berlin. But it was long. Fatigue like a blanket, making weird words, bonding, eating cheetos. Left my phone on the bus. Dr. Pierre did a few-mile jaunt trying to catch the driver. Never thought I'd see it again. Put me in a mood. Put me in a mood that I needed it. The shower was not as painful as I'd imagined it would be. Back into track suits. To the Awards Ceremony. Servers ever-there with platters of fried things & dipping sauces. A buffet of rice & pasta dishes, viscous soups w/ spindly toppers. A bar with Kingfishers & SULA wine - the pours to the rim in hell yeah make me feel less (or more). Awards were sick. Hands behind the backs of each other on the 3rd box. Masters Awards. Several of our teammates having won or placed. Traded clothing with other teams. Allison coordinated a swap of my total collection for a Thailand coat & said the sweet Thai athlete started crying. Polina & her husband snagged me an always coveted, hard-to-acquire top from Japan's team. The majority of us had flights out late that night to the wee hours of morn, so goodbyes felt quick after we'd just endured what we'd endured 12 hours prior. Caitriona, her beautiful husband, John (Ireland's team lead), plus some supposed other Irishmen showed up & we went to the rooftop bar at The Chancery for celebration extension. 

On the rooftop we had cocktails & locally brewed beers & Elov joined. Stayed until we needed to head to the airport for a 4 am flight out (got my phone back 30 min before we left), and then, buzzing, we grabbed our things and left Bangalore.  

As much as this is full of magnifying the uncomfortable nuance of racing an ultra, a road ultra, a road ultra in India (body ails, body spoils, errors of judgment, errors of communication, self management, course management, macaques), which might come across as petulant & quibbling & like duh, it's also a sick honor, a sick experience, and something I absolutely love working towards & prioritizing. I feel fortunate to have made US teams & fortunate the USATF & IAU backs it (albeit in a perhaps small way). I'll always do whatever it takes to perform well for the US/Team, but I'm 2-for-2 in performing well in India, and I'm either tainted, should cease, or I should give it the old fool-me-three. 

Nothing fills me more uniquely than experiencing a different part of the world with a group of people who are sore in the same places. When other competitors didn't have their day, when our own didn't, each celebrated those who continued & made it their priority to help the remaining finish. This is a testament to the spirit of the sport, at least in ultra road racing. 

Monday, December 23, 2024

'24 IAU 100K World Championships x The Bangkok Part

After last year it would have been sane for me to set India aside for a while, or forever. Like a relationship that flatly and early reveals itself as not good, and it's your responsibility to take the lesson. But I'm a fool-me-three-times kind of person. I think I always knew if I could, I would. I just enjoyed pretending I might not. A question I wanted to explore spoke louder than ptsd - could I race a 100k 3 weeks after a 50 miler? [Engaging sadism over ego]. Plus, I wanted to see if I could rewrite the whole thing - prove my experience & instincts wrong about India, give it more layers & less judgment. 

What makes everything go from intelligent planning & self-preservation to a youthful let's-see, an aloof-whoopsie, are for me, the trace and potential of specific people. I care a little more about who I'm about to experience a piece of the world with, than, let's say, a smart move in "professional" running. I had to convince my coach & my partner that I should go, because they saw, intimately, what it did to me last year. I never fully convinced them. 

Followed the US Championships, asked pointed are-yous and watched the list of nameables evolve. The for-sures were already beloved, and the unknowns were exciting. My own popcorn popping political hook on. And no matter the research, it always takes to the last minute to know for sure - quite thrilling for the run-goon. In the first week of September the '24 IAU 100k World Team was named: Allison Mercer, myself, Liz Eder-Northern, Neringa Kaulinaite, Nicole Monette, Polina Hodnette, Charlie Lawrence, Chikara Omine, Geoff Burns, Kris Brown, John Judge & Ryan Miller. 

Tunnel Hill happens. I stay openminded, take a few days off, do a few test runs. Feel a piercing down center pubis, tight adductors. Think I'm breaking. Think I won't go. The pain subsides. I do a few workouts. With a peace from a place unawares, I didn't feel rushed, like I had to do something specific or get somewhere specific in order to feel like I could race the 100k. It was just a flat it-is-what-is force of reality. Subtle suggestions of cycling, researching Jonas Buud's double & playfully thinking that perhaps the 50-miler was just a last "long run" leading to.

In the fall KB & I planned an itin, wherein I just piggybacked his choices, which were good ones. We'd organized it so that the first part of the trip would be the fun part, as opposed to waiting after to have earned it. We'd spend 3ish days in Bangkok (where his brother lives) ahead of Bengaluru. Everything was contingent on each of our lives going a specific direction, thus I purchased contingency, which went against my parsimonious, rat-like purchasing behaviors. *Quite against giving airlines "extra" money, even if that "extra" is for basic needs, basic comfort & basic protection. 

I crammed all my shit into one overstuffed backpack, of which I take great pride. *See: quite against needing to use any airline resources, even in the instance of being granted 2 free checked bags. This quip brought to you by a strong desire to be simple against a life of collecting/hoarding, and also a strong desire to be able to flee with ease. 

Saturday, November 30 - To Seattle to meet KB for our early Int'l flight. Security check line was 2 hrs thick. Singapore Airlines. Sat on the tar for 2 hrs because they couldn't get the "media" online; when landing, 17 hrs later, the pilot goes, "So, when we told you the media was offline, it was actually also all of our safety features." Hot towels served on a silver platter with prongs. Because of the 2 hr delay, we were conscious early to having missed our connection in Singapore to Bangkok; was ultimately put on a later flight, while flying. KB made me play choose-a-movie-for-the-other-and-if-it's-on-the-menu-you-have-to-watch-it, which I didn't particularly enjoy, esp bc he gave me Cars 2. Gave him You've Got Mail. First Sing Air meal: salt-baked chicken (gelatinous, tinned-can like), fried rice, sharp cheddar, triple-chocolate cake. 2nd meal: pasta salad with turkey ham (what even is turkey ham? A product of binders?), roasted & smoked pork shoulder w/ apricot chipotle sauce, veg medley, soft cornmeal, tangy lemon torte pot, red wine. The meals felt like the last dregs of a space trip allotment. Slept in fits. 17 hours - the longest I'd ever flown at a shot. 

Sunday, December 1 - At the Singapore airport KB got fresh-pressed orange juice from a vending, got to watch the fruit get massaged; a tour of the cactus garden. A top floor signature noodle Bee Hoon soup sit down. 1h50m flight on Thai Air > Bangkok. Though the flight was short & we were soup-full, we could not pass on the Thai Air meal, for the novelty, and because of the nice older gentleman steward's joyful lilting description of the meal. Arrived in Bangkok @ 11 pm. KB's bags arrived (1 filled with beer, 1 soldier down). His brother, Matt, who had run the Bangkok Marathon at 2 am that morning (of which Kipchoge competed in the 10k) & fresh off beers with friends, met us at the airport to courier us to his home. They use Grab in Bang; 45 min ride. His home is part of a complex of quartered dwellings inherited through family lines, the origin of which was given as a gift from the King to the original family member, and all of which cannot be sold out. His, a 2-story house whose front entrance was encircled by potted garden and long vine, a Centaur MaKina by the door. Cold tiles & long lacquered floors, the walls painted in perhaps purposeful patchy pastel, of blues, marigold & terracotta. Joists, a pull-down screen & projector, a balcony at each end whose floor baked in Bang-heat & would burn your feet as you hung your laundry to dry. Courteously given my own room, while the brothers slept together, a blow up at the foot of the bed & I envisioning their possible youth & raising. Fell asleep around 2 am on 12/2, after 2 days of traveling.

Monday, December 2 - Up by 7, KB & I on the same sched with a brief stint of sleep. Ground beans by Intelligentsia. Ran to the Suan Chitlada subdistrict/Chitralada Royal Villa, for its multi-block moat & pedestrian lane. The 4 sq km complex is comprised of the royal court, government offices, the Chitralada & Dusit Palaces, 13 royal residences, the Vimanmek Mansion (c. 1900) made of teak wood, and guarded by men with guns & Monitor lizards bobbing & doing handstands in the moat water. 

Our first true Thai meal - a favorite of Matt's - at Ratchawat Big Su Beef Noodle on Thanon Nakhon Chaisi Rd. in Dusit. It was busy, but we were ushered to an open table at the back, low, metal, with small metal stools. Ordered beef noodle soup with braised beef, beef balls, sinewy tendon. To adorn: cups of dried spices, green chiles, white sugar. It was perfect. 

A car to the Sleeping Buddha/Phraborom Maharatchawang area to see the Chao Phraya. From the river, short pulsing dead-end alleys, of timid cats uninterested in the coo & beckon, vendors, cast iron indents filled with batter from a kettle for khanom krok, skewered Moo Bing Kao Nieow. Battled the urge & action to photograph everything, to not make the subject feel like an object, like a thing I felt I could claim simply because it was new and of novelty to me. What do you do with that? Ask permission I presume. But, I feel like asking kills the magic in the candid. 

KB really likes vending machines; found one serving Thai iced tea in an alley. Strangely, it took 15 minutes to curate (6/10). Wat Arun Ratchawaram loomed hazy at the end of dead ends. We meandered many such trying to locate the ferry across the motherly water to Wat Arun. Found it. A short ride at 25c/pp, the brown water choppy. To enter Wat Arun, women must be fully covered. Entrance = $6/pp. 

WAT ARUN, or Wat Arun Ratchawararam Ratchawaramahawihan, the "Temple of Dawn," is a Buddhist temple seated on Thonburi on the west bank. Named after the Hindu God Aruna, the charioteer of Surya (the sun god). Apparently, he was born prematurely and partially developed because his mother Vinata was jealous of another's 1000 long-bodied serpent sons who'd recently birthed, so she broke one of her eggs open early and out came a halved Aruna. Aruna cursed his mother because of such, and in so cursing, rose to the skies & was bestowed charioteer. Anyways, the temple has existed since at least the 17th c, the prang & temple buildings are decorated in shells of Mauritia Mauritania & bits of porcelain previously used as ballast by boats coming to Bang from China. The main prang is interpreted as a stupa-like pagoda encrusted with colored faience & is considered to have 3 symbolic levels: Traiphum, indicating all realms of existence, middle for Tavatimsa, the Tusita heaven where all desires are gratified, and the top denoting Devaphum & its 6 heavens within 7 realms of happiness. The main throb is topped by a 7-pronged trident (Trident of Shiva). Steep steps & circling. Women in tradt'l Thai-ware with paper umbrellas. 

After, waiting for a ferry to the end of the river line to one of Matt's favorite riverside bars - Jack's; the Sky Bar's golden orb in view. Off the ferry in Bang Rak, graffiti of soaking body & cartoon stone, of peeling curtain. 

Jack's was pure. A round of Singha 630mls & a bucket of ice, which Matt said is necessary for hydration. Ordered: stir fried chicken morning glory, Larb Moo (spicy pork mince with mint leaf), chicken wings. After several rounds of Singhas, tried a Leo (did not enjoy as much as the Singha; some call it swill). Lady-owner had a bird on her shoulder who would crow uniquely. The bathroom opened up to a grill of skewers, and the toilet was so close to the wall that I had to side-saddle (as most all toilets in Bangkok appeared to be organized). From Jack's, a bag of Singhas purchased & shared in a tuk tuk ride back to Matt's, where we sampled KB's packed IPA selection. 


Later that evening - to a hidden bar on the river. To get to it was meandering, desolate, suspect flashlight conversations, a secret alley, through a random door. Live music feat. Incubus. More Singhas. A jovial walk home wherein we planned to have a car take us to Khao Kheow Zoo in Bang Phra about 70 miles away to see Moo Deng. 

Tuesday, December 3 - Up every hour. Might have been jet lag, might have been the 13 Singhas, might have been the morning glory. KB & I did 3E, 20m T, 4x 1/1 around the moat. Enjoyed the side by side; same travel, same sched, same food, same being squeezed by the heat. The w/o itself felt bad. Could have been the mid-80 deg temps, the jet lag, the 13 Singhas, the morning glory. After, and left to our own while Matt worked, we walked to a cafe for Thai iced teas with foam heads, then to the Si Ratchawat Market, a traditional wet & one of the oldest. The market is in the belly of a concrete ground floor, decaying, with channels down the walkways for runoff tainted with blood. Bags of discarded fragrant fish parts at the corners. Baskets of beheaded fresh fish beside dried carcass', produce, bowls of exposed picklings, dried goods, fried Gai Tod, Moo Deng merch. 



Extending down Nakhon Chaisi Rd, more vendors & narrow noodle shops. With post-taxing-run fatigue it was not easy to choose where to eat, led by a tainted compass towards populated, pictures, the look of the interior of pots. Eventually pointed at a picture, ate some beef & more morning glory. KB got a bushel of longans, a coconut, a dish of mango sticky rice to go. After a siesta, we went to Mikkeller right at opening, which felt like a hug you've been craving. At the back of this lush expanse of yard & string lights, a What's Pouring of Bean Geek, Liquid Confidence, Siamese Dream & Camoufleur. 

A 30-tap pour list featuring:

- Mikkeller's Siamese Dream (hoppy lager 4.7% *tried, "smooth"
- Mikkeller's Santa's Little Helper (Belgium strong dark ale 10.9%)
- Mikkeller's 'Blanche De' (wheat beer 5%)
- Creature Comforts' Pineapple & Lemon Tritonia (Gose; German style tart wheat ale w/ coriander, fruit & nature essence 4.5%)
- Mikkeller's Ich Bin Raspberry (Berliner weisse 3.7%) *tried, "dry, secondary fruit flavors"
- Lervig's Super Blanc (wheat beer 4.7%)
- Phantom Brewing's P is for Peacharine (DIPA 8%) *tried, "that's breakfast" & "dangerous"
- 8 Wired's Manu (lager 4.5%)
- Warpigs' Amandio (imperial stout 12%)
- Tool's Liquid Confidence (imperial stout with chile 12%)
- Hacklberg's Festbier (5.5%)
- Mikkeller's HvaSaa!? (Belgium strong dark ale 6.8%)
- Verdant Brewing's Under the Same Sky (DIPA 8.4%) *tried, enjoyed
- Warpigs' Cry for Help Rick (porter 7.4%)
- Phantom Brewing's Guess You Guy Are't Ready For That Yet (hazy IPA 6%)
- Mikkeller's Bean Geek (session porter 5.5%)
- Mikkeller's Hopped Up (Berliner Weisse 2.8%)
- Hacklberg's Jacobi Weissbier (Hefeweisen 5.5%)
- Strawberry Sunday (5%)
- Mikkeller's i'Burst (IPA 5.5%)
- Mikkeller's Beer Geek Fudgesicle Ba Rye Whiskey (Imperial Oatmeal Stout w/ cocoa (11.9%)
- Lervig's Super DIPA (8.5%) *tried, enjoyed
- A N/A John Doe
- Omnipollo's Fatamorgana (DIPA 8%)
- Grimm's Camoufleur (Saison 6.5%) 
- Omnipollo's Kyrkan (Pilsner 5.2%
- Verdant x Fidens' 10 Years (DIPA 8%) *tried, "thykk"
- La Cattiva Bianco, Rosso & Vino Ancestral 

After a first pour we toured the temp-controlled back shed's bottle shop ($35+). The room smelled like an old wood chest & dropped me into sense-memories. KB schooled me on the artist of Mikkeller - Keith Shore. His 2 main characters, soul mates & label mascots, "Henry & Sally." They let us buy a petite glass off them; bubble wrapped. Then, in a multi-DIPA rush, walked 30-40 minutes to meet Matt & his friends at Saengchai Phochana on Sukhumvit Rd - a famous Khao Tom shop over half a century old & a local's favorite for late night. 

The ingredients are prepped & cooking is done in one of the shophouses on the street, while an adjacent indoor shophouse is used for dining. It's family-style Thai-Chinese comfort food and "the menu is extensive and not in the best shape - one of those menus you don't really want to put your full palm down onto," with verbiage & prices taped over & re-scrawled. The owner, standing beside countless celebrities, is shown in photographs from floor to ceiling on the shophouse walls. 

Matt was there at the back of the shop at a low metal table with low metal stools (always at the back, always low, always metal), with his 2 sweet, intelligent friends: this guy with '00's side swept bangs that he'd flick with adjustments of his neck, a goulash of places lived, a possible Frenchman with the embassy in Thailand, in white collar, slacks & work backpack. His girlfriend, oval-faced, decisive, pretty & pretty-voiced. When we'd arrived, there were plates of half-eaten food about; ordered more, a full range:

- Tom Moo Kiem Chai: Signature Soup with minced pork, Chinese-style pickled mustard greens & preserves of salty plums that added a pungently sour & salty fruit taste.
- Pla Gao Tod Gratiem Prik Thai: Brown marbled group, deep fried & topped with garlic, black pepper & prik
- Fried soft crab w/ curry powder
- Duck's blood & breast
- Chinese chives w/ crispy pork 
- many others I can't recall + Singhas

From Phochana to Woodball Karaoke Bar. Woodball is narrow & multi-storied. The main bar on the bottom floor, a bench seat beneath the window facing the bar with screens above it, lady-tenders, a steep spiral staircase that climbs 3 floors to the bathroom & private rooms. Little bowls of crunchy snacks. Ordered a martini, then Singhas. I was very softly buzzing, slightly uncomfortable & fully free. The song choices were of reverie, nostalgia & a nice range of octaves. Once, I said aloud, "I'm harmonizing," and KB shot back that that's probably not what I should call it. 

Wednesday, December 4 - Up by 7 with stomach unease, a light headache. Took the day off running. A short walk down the street for breakfast curries which we ordered with point and nods - a spicy chicken & a green, with a sweet, dried sausage on the side. I was operating half-mast, dipping spoons of rice into the curry, which was sacrilegious to an observing local who encouraged the proper etiquette of ladling the curry onto the rice.

 To a coffee cart that sold like 87 different concoctions. Got some lg. nescafes with condensed milk. All of these flavors: curries, sausage, coffee, condensed milk sitting on a trembling gut whose bedrock was likely duck blood. 

Took a car to the airport for our late morning flight to Bengaluru, India. Had some time to kill at the Bangkok airport. Picked up some menthol snorters, an orange & espresso iced coffee, 2 palatial royal Thai milk teas from Pang Cha, with milk caviar & decadent foam & multi-sized gelatins. Slap that onto the aforementioned flavors in my stomach & you got one incredible carbo-load for the 100k. 

Things I did not try & should next if there is one: tom yum goong, moo ping, khanom krok, fried quail eggs, pan fried squid eggs, thai fried insects, multi-course dinner cruise on an antique wooden rice barge, pak khlong talat, soi nana & teens of thailand. 

Monday, January 22, 2024

Port Hadlock

Originally - a Cabin in Indexxx at Lorne's Landing at the wet foot of the Skykomish. Imagining hot tub & river dip. She ordered - Maine Lobster Now: Lobster Roll Kit - 6 pack. Overnighted to the cabin. Then - the shipping partner for perishables in Tennessee couldn't move product bc of freezing rain & ice. Then - Snow & ice storms in Washington. Vehicles unable to reach the cabin. The cabin cancels. Diverted - to the 3-story Brighton Beach House in Port Hadlock, on a cliff over Port Townsend Bay, peeking Indian Island.

Ferry cafeteria: hot cheese, tater tots, stale pretzels, chowder, fountain sodas. To - Chimacum Corner Farmstand; Henrik in short sprints and scary maybes near the wine bottles. We play the word in our mouths Chim-a-cum. Buddha's Hands are $13.99/lb, smell delicious. 

Play: Linda Perhacs' 1970 album, Parallelograms; the song "Chimacum Rain," a work inspired by Chimacum's natural environment. 

Port Hadlock-Irondale is "a bedroom community for the surrounding towns." Brighton Beach House - off the main floor is a deck with a built-in bar on the railing, overlooks bay. On the deck below, a hot tub with the same, lower, view. A maze of steep stairs winds down to the water. We are between the kitchen, pecking cheeses, and the dining room table working a puzzle that fatigues the brain and eye, calling for respites in intervals. Eat: Hempler's styrofoam-packed meat sticks, queso, guacamole. Watch - American Nightmare, then Love on the Spectrum. The five of us hot tub till pruned. 

Saturday morning we drive to Port Townsend for breakfast at the Blue Moose Cafe. It is quirky but includes bristles of hair in the Ode to Ina scrapple. I want to forget, so I delete the photographs, which is sad because scrapple is full of texture. 

To Fort Worden - The 1898 Endicott Period US Army Coast Artillery Corps meant to protect Puget Sound from invasion turned Nat'l Historic Landmark. Signs dotted, "No Pool Tax." Past: Commanding Officer's Quarters on Officer's Row and the Batteries to Point Wilson Lighthouse. "The forts never fired a hostile shot, and many of the guns were removed during World War I for use in Europe." Here we braid in traverse, re-joining in view of large-headed sea lions, skipping rocks, eyes swallow white ridgeline, playing at brief concrete soccer. 

After - a 20 mile run in unincorporated Chimacum. Off highways, through sad wet parks that smell like damp dog waste. Stop to observe horses & shaggy miniatures & the Egg & I Rd (Betty MacDonald's book, The Egg and I, upon which the Ma and Pa Kettle films were based, described the author's experiences on a chicken farm on the road that became Egg & I Rd). That night she makes homemade focaccia; it is rightfully oily. Listen to Funkadelic - Maggot Brain. The chef has talked up chili burritos to a nay-unrealistic level of hierarchy. The chili is bubbling. Each burrito is made singularly, adorned first in a cheese melt, then red riced, then chili'd, then folded, then browned. 

Sunday morning we pack up and drive to Fort Flagler on Marrowstone Island - Est. 1897, activated 1899, a coast artillery fort, that along with Fort Worden & Fort Casey, once guarded Admirality Inlet, the nautical entrance to Puget Sound as part of a "Triangle of Fire" defensive plan. Closed June 1953. Bursts of deer. A wooden beaver behind bars. Mini churches in neat rows. The cavernous inside, with cemented toilets and disjointed graffiti. 

Our group of women & Henrik drive home in a fit of naps & snacks. 

Thursday, November 30, 2023

IAU 50K World Championships - Hyderabad, India

Leading up to the 50k there were some good signs (BBM as a workout in 2:45; Burke-Gilman FKT; probably the best K repeat workout of my life & effort-appropriate at that). With the novelty of the rare-feel-good, the rarity of effortlessness, I’d think about the opposite, its likely imminence. Then I’d reframe, think about coasting, about being in it, as opposed to growing it, needing more. I had this growing anxiety, not about the race, but about the travel to and being in India. I imagine it was in large part due to the changing chemical topography in my brain (having recently come off meds). Anxiety, that fall, claimed leader. A debilitating affliction. It is quite hard to not believe in the bad thoughts, and if you’re spiritual or intuitive in any sense, harder yet to believe you’re not promoting premonitions.

So, I was having all these bad thoughts about India, but training was good. Then, the IAU changed the course (the original was set around Necklace Road & I’d been visualizing it for months), and then I got Covid a few weeks out from departure. See: promoting premonitions. I compartmentalized. As beforementioned, the last time I had it held 2 years of poor health & running thereafter. Through compartmentalization, a generally uninhabited faith for a positive outcome & sheer luck, this covid was tame. I tapered. I sat with the anxiety. I went to the annual Beer Crawl dressed as Lady Godiva, though people wondered if I myself was the horse. And on Sunday, October 29th I got on the plane.

Sun 10/29 – Flight from SEA to Dubai (14h35m)

Splurged for extra legroom. The Emirates flight crew were pleasant. They didn’t seem stressed or above it. They handed out goods early and often. Gave stuffed toys to the children; took pictures of them on old polaroids. The ceiling pane lit up like stars at night. A meal of chicken, rice, pesto, couscous salad, roll, chocolate mousse, red wine, which sounds nice in words, but had that semi-plastic Easy Bake Oven to it. It’s tiresome that even when you try to help yourself towards comfort, you spend money on tangibly taxed comfort, that really what you’ve done is paid an extra $200 for legroom where people on a long flight like to stand and rock babies and stack their meal trays, all of this stretching of the human experience at the feet of your splurge, meaning, that even when you think you have control of your situation and that money spent on a thing earns ownership of it, is not or never was individually possessed. In the last few hours of flight, a hot breakfast of scrambled eggs, baked beans, potatoes, roll with cream cheese & jam, fruit, OJ, coffee, black tea with cream. The 2hr layover in Dubai was quiet, pristine. Used my first squat-latrine.

Mon 10/30 – Dubai to Hyderabad (3h25m)

The compartments above had more room than the long International. A man took a banana from the attendant’s space (I think it was her personal banana), and she tried to get it back. It was a weird argument, of which the man won. All clutch the tops of the seats as they walk past, creating a couple hour cadence of sudden alert. Each took 5-10 minutes in the bathroom, which was unnerving. Had butter rice, paneer, orzo salad, roll, vermicelli noodle dessert.

Tue 10/31 – 2:40 am arrival in Hyderabad

Customs was rough. They don’t seem to give you claims forms on Int’l flights anymore, nor direct you to where they’re kept at Customs. You just have to know where a stand might be with the documents, hidden between swarths of people. At 2:40 in their morning I stood in line for 1.5 hrs & when it was my turn they turned me away because I didn’t have it ready. I hot-flushed, sweat dripping from my elbows. I had to find the claims form, get back in line, and wait another 2 hours; started to cry. It was my own lack of savvy, but I could have used a kindness. After that sweaty, emotional, inefficient first customs check we were directed to another line so someone could verify that we’d gone through the previous one. And then another line for the scans. Except I guess I put myself in the men’s line, and it took me way too long to figure out that it was their custom that I had to be scanned by a female, in a curtained room. All the while, I’ve got someone from outside calling me every 2 minutes (but I don’t speak Telagu or Hindi & they don’t speak English) and I just say, Idon’tunderstandI’msorryIwassupposedtobeoutofherehoursagoifyou’rewaitingonmejustleaveit’sok.

I had booked that first night at the Marriott Hyderabad on Hussain Sagar Lake, where the 50K course was originally to be held, so I could tour it before moving to the host hotel. And I booked a car from the hotel to pick me up from the airport to take me there. I’d heard (as should be the case for all situations anywhere), that you shouldn’t get into a car with two men you don’t know (as a woman). I figured the person calling me incessantly was my driver from the Marriott. After many hours in the airport I popped out at baggage to a sign that read my name. The person had been waiting there for me since 2:40 am. I was too tired to be too embarrassed. He wasn’t speaking to me and started jogging to the parking lot. Dripping sweat, myself jogging, I tried to keep him 10ft in view as we weaved. He calls someone, and a car pulls up, and then suddenly I’m in an unassuming/non-hotel-affiliated personal car with two men, in the dark early hours of Halloween morning, and we don’t understand each other. They pay to exit, and I have no idea if I’m supposed to pay them back. It’s my first taste of Indian driving, and it’s enthralling. Too weary to be afraid; it’s a hallmark that there’s someone slowly walking across the highway amidst brightly colored cargo trucks (See: the Psychedelic World of Indian Truck Art & “Second Wives”) and all of us maneuver around in a fit of near miss. A first taste in the culture of driving, in the language of honk.

I’m thinking these men are taking me to the Marriott, but they deposit me at Greenpark (the host hotel, of which I’d stay the majority of the trip, but not that night). It takes me a while to deduce that they were hired by the IAU to pick up athletes (some kind of signage would have been helpful). Since I’m there, I want to verify that I’m good to check in the following day and grow wearier when they don’t have a reservation for me. They’ve not heard of this IAU 50K World Championships of which they’re the host hotel. I tell them I’ll just check back tomorrow, but they’re curious, and though they have no idea what’s going on, and though I’m there a day early, and though there’s no rooms currently available, they convince me to stick around. I’m nervous to cancel my res at the Marriott when everything seems awry, but also relish the idea of staying in one place, there, then.

I’m following the thread of the universe’s push & pull. They’re kind – store my bags, get me access to the gym. I was rudely assigned a workout for that day. Did 3E, 20m T, 5m E, 5x 45s/1m, 2E. Cricket played on the tv. Others milled in. I was drenched. After, in the adjoining courtyard, I sat down under the trees to cool. A nice man came to sit beside and asked about what I’d done on the treadmill. He introduces himself as the chef of Once Upon a Time, calls for coffee for us. We spend a lot of time converting miles to kilometers. Says all the employees get 1hr/day benefit of the gym as a work perk; says he got 40 minutes in & needs it as he pats his small rotund. We talk and drink and he calls someone to ask about expediting my room. He’s incredibly kind and it roots me into presence, a little.

GREENPARK – The Greenpark hotel is first facing and sister of Marigold by Greenpark (the elevated, more sumptuous sibling). It is an Indian 4-star’r located in Ameerpet, Greenlands, Begumpet in the northwest part of Hyderabad, Telangana, and was perhaps chosen for its close’ish prox to the original 50k course. Strangely (or logistically necessary), federations were split across Greenpark & Marigold, which seemed a slight because one was better than the other, and one had a week’s long construction project occurring, while the other did not. Also strange was that online the prices were far less expensive than what we’d been charged through IAU’s bill to our federation which then billed each of us. The US team lodged at Greenpark; we got construction in a nice 8-5 window & with it hammering, outages & for some, non-working toilets. I don’t mind a bit of grit, don’t need a ton of comfort, but when competing teams receive different comforts it’s shit. Irritation likely influenced by Team GB’s shacking at Marigold with its rooftop pool & finer dining, their federation’s aid of cooling ice vests & use of bone conduction headphones while racing (and, in the end their win, on several levels). Anyhow, it was lovely in its way, felt safe & secure, had nice dining options within, came with a mini-fridge of Kingfishers, bottled water, baby food pouches & a dry bar stocked with cookies & chips on the daily.

At 10am the room was ready. Took a shower, washed my running clothes within. Unpacked. Took what I hoped would be a minor nap – it was 8hrs. It was 8pm, then; I read until 2am, fell asleep and woke well-rested at 5:20am on Wednesday Nov 1, my mother’s birthday.

Wed NOV 1 – A temple chant or call to prayer haunted the dark morning. 3 miles on the treadmill. I put on what appeared to be Indian TRL. Met US teammates for breakfast at the hotel’s buffet, which offered the following each day: breads, jams & coconut chutney, doughnuts, muffins, banana cake, dry fruit cakes, Danish pastries, croissants, stew fruits, cold & hot milks, butter milk, millets, Ragi Java, sweet lassi, strawberry milkshakes, canned mango juice, fresh watermelon juice, gunpowder (?), ghee, boiled eggs in a silver dish of salt, egg Bhurji, chicken sausages grilled with tomatoes & onions, boiled vegetables, potato wedges, vegetable korma, semiya utta pam, vada, Daliya Upma, Aloo Paratha, Pongal, corn Idly, Sambar, an omelet bar, a silver-kettled coffee bar.

Attempted a walk from the hotel. Greenpark sits on the lip of a busy (but what is not) 4-lane highway (2 each direction, no pedestrian space alongside except for that which is carved forcefully, jaggedly), broken by a thin center median & above, a sky rail. There’s hardly a pause in the traffic of a single lane, let alone the 4 that comprises. It is a skill, a confidence. Found it funny that an old woman trailed my every move across in the fits and quicks. I imagine she thought I’d be hit first. Observed men at sewing machines on the street in front of fabric stores, small box trucks selling singular produce (plump baby tomatoes, small purple onions, fruits). A 7-11. A motorcycle with a long strand of matted braided hair wrapped around the bars. Bank atm (10,000 INR/day max + $2.40 fee). Grocery store – where I purchased a liter of water, a razor & 2 pointed packets of henna.

1:30 pm – A few of us took a car to Sagar Hussain Lake. While running we were stopped to see if perhaps we wanted weed, specifically, pointedly, one of us specifically – Kats standing there with a water bottle in each hand and the potential salesman trying to shake his hand; a concessionary fist bump. Toured the edge, the garden. The sidewalk, where there was one, was tilted with low limbs, peeping the subtle outline of buildings blurred by thick smog. Families scootered past, barefoot, babies between their bodies. Women [only] working a construction site carrying squares of concrete on their heads. (Considered the “Invisible Workforce,” “…women are mostly hired to head-load bricks and cement bags, mix mortar and cement, sift sand or clean.”) They make up half of the 40-million sector.

Dinner later at the hotel – grated beetroot, aloo chana chaat, French bean & egg salad, chicken tikka salad, curd rice, dahl vada, chicken masala, chepala pulusu, anda hara masala, chicken biryani, raita, mirchi ka salan, paneer jalfrezi, kadai, vegetable curry, aloo pepper fry, vankaya batani curry, dal tadka, rasmalai, linzer torte, modatha kuja, Anamika burfi, rose kalakand, delhi ka laddu, hot chocolate brownie & gulab jamin. A midnight biryani was made available.

Thurs 11/2 – Woke with energy at 4:20am. Breakfast offered the same selection as the day previous. At 9:45am the team met to take cars to Sri Kotla Vijay Bhaskara Reddy Botanical Garden (45m-1hr drive for 350-400 INR x 1-way). The garden is in Kothaguda, Kondapur, Hitec City and was created to “conserve and develop the germ plasm and to educate the people.” 274 acres of medicinal plants, timber & fruit trees, ornamentals, aquatics, bamboos, rolling meadows, grasslands, rock formations, large figurines of wild animals, a male-only gym in the shape of a turtle. The sky was a more vacant blue, the heat laid thicker sans immediate smog. Schoolchildren cheered for us. Though stimulating & safe, I did not enjoy this run. Broke out in a heat rash. We meandered the park after: paddleboaters, a massive building in build, a ropes set with a wire across the sky, a bicycle rigged to the wire; a man bicycled backwards and forwards.

Lunch – Corn & chicken soup, hara mutter soup, paneer methi-malai, dhingri palak bake, gobi mutter, zaffrani aloo korma, palak patta pakora, Donda kaya palli fry, tomato pappu, akuri, murgh lababdar, kheema mutter, tawa fish, military chicken biryani, raita, michi ka salan, subz dum biryani, bisibelebath, lemon rice, dahi wada, a selcection of wet veg and dry snacks. Dessert – fruits (pineapple, melons, watermelon), almond financier, motichur laddu, rasmafal, chocolate burfi, khasta goja, dry fruit burfi, lapsi, rasgulla, kesar kalakand, double ka meetha, coconut mascarpone cake, gulab jamun & opera cake.

After – a few of us walked Ameerpet Rd. outside the hotel to a bookstore, to the grocery. I was quite tired, really for the first time, in that deep way. Laid down for a few hours. Up for dinner, for a buffet they set up for the athletes, downstairs at GP – a smaller selection with Chinese noodles, soup, butter chicken, yellow ice cream with toffee, a sponge cake in a cold white broth.

Team Mtg #1 – We were given Credentials, spoke on plans for ice, a freezer chest, sponges, de-fizzed coke, how the aid stations would work, the amt of and location of portos on course, bibs, chips, shoe tags. The Brits had been allowed on the racecourse that day, saying their “Government sent them,” but we would not have approved access until Saturday, the day before the race.

Fri 11/3 – Woke around 2am for a bit, again at 6:20. Went to Kallin’s room where they were streaming football and drinking good coffee. Met the team at 7:30 where we uber’d back to the botanical garden for a 4-mile run. After, a few older Indian men asked us for a picture then entertained us with calisthenics & sun salutations (upon which the lead entertainer said that he does 130 cal-sun-salu’s a day). They had just finished some yoga in the park. Wanted to know how old each of us were. Went around guessing. A pretty even 10-year-under guess per. I was 29. Feigned shock when each woman offered her age – a gentleman.

Brunch at the hotel. Rest. Back alley to the Marigold, to its rooftop pool. Bumped into John the Irishman. Lin, Megan, Irish, Adam & I cooled by the pool. CD’s hung from string, tickling the water to stave birds.

Lunch – Breadstuffs, rasgulla, roasted chilli lime chicken legs with gremolata, grilled fish with lemon butter sauce & capanota, Mexican corn, baked ratatouille, cauliflower mornay, vegetable hakka, penne arrabiata, corn samosa, sweet corn vegetable soup, corn salad, slaw, chickpea salad (lots of corn shit).

An afternoon coffee at the Marigold lounge with most of the team. We asked each other get-to-know-yous, about pets and Kats starts talking about his cat, says,

“He’s got a sprained ankle and diabetes.

…and he’s my best friend.

…His name is Junkyard.”

Dinner (downstairs GP) – Corn, tomato, basil & beet salad, lemon coriander soup, jalapeno cheese poppers, grilled fish in a creamy cheese sauce with olive tapenade, garlic parmesan chicken with mushroom duxelles, Singapore noodles, baked peperonata, roasted ginger sweet potatoes with coconut milk.

Sat 11/4: 6am - Talked with Sloane about race plan. We thought on a good day with good race specs I could hit 6:05s, but with the heat, air quality and course, maybe 6:20-40s. The US team was given approval to preview the course at Hyderabad University (via the LOC). We adopted a Brit for the day, my sweet friend C. Molinaro. Took 3-4 ubers over and were denied entry by the guards at the gate to the University. They feigned unawareness that a race was to be had there the following day. The whole experience was perturbing, a test of patience. A steady line of motorcycles, cars & small buses filled with children, their faces pressed to the glass observing us standing awkwardly at the entrance in a burst of red, white & blue. Vadeboncouer was in touch with the LOC, our team leads, the school, trying to gain us that promised access. Several grew weary & uber’d back to the hotel; it was hard to know which end to take, but pacing, exposed there under the Hyderabad sun for an hour while a cacophony of bats the size of eagles chittered in the trees and curious ragged dogs milled, the day before the race, didn’t seem entirely bright. After an hour the guards let what was left of us in. No evident reasoning, aside from, perhaps, they had asserted their power for an appropriately adopted amount of time.

The few of us left incl. Molinaro ran the course, which constituted a 5k loop that we’d do 10x’s. Did 4-5 strides. Uber’d back to catch the last of breakfast. Prepped bottles.

Lunch: Pimped (?) vegan tomato soup with breadcrumbs, mint cucumber salad, kidney beans, Moroccan lentil meatballs with roasted red pepper sauce, grilled fish with cheese/garlic/olive tapenade, roasted eggplant parmesan, creamy polenta cakes with cheese sauce, roasted butternut squash with curried coconut/mint/peas/ghee, spicy vegetable spring rolls, double ka meetha, cantaloupe, butterscotch ice cream.

Met with Lin to discuss crewing/aid (her being & having been my crew on two previous world teams). Finalized 10 btls in total with every other liquid Maurten & Liquid IV or Nuun Sport, plus gels, ginger candies. Sipped a cup of strong coffee. Watched Andrea on the Athlete Panel. 5:15 pm – we had another Team meeting in the lobby in our podium suits.

OPENING CEREMONIES

Disney Britney held our US sign. We took photos with team India. Walked out to the courtyard at Greenpark, the night dark; a woman blessed us with a dip of red dotted at center forehead, another placed a necklace of heavy pearls around our neck. To the stage against a pixelated US flag. Brief talks by Nadeem & the WMA Lead. A beautiful 10-minute performance by Indian dancers ornamented in traditional dress, their hands & feet dipped & decorated in vivid ink. They danced against a digital backdrop, an acid screen of moving shapes & spirals set to music. It was mesmerizing but thwarted by poor connectivity. The music would cut out & they’d freeze in place, muted, a slight tremor in the holding.

After – the pre-race dinner, pasta-focused, a little lagging in the reload. Slept well enough, not a lot, nor little.

Sun 11/5IAU 50K World Championships

2-4 am – Woke; able to fall back asleep until 4. Light stretching/rolling, coffee with sugar, 2 packets of oatmeal, light makeup, long braid. Prepped Maurten bi-carb.

5:15 am - To the lobby where the team congregated. Coffee to-go. A large Bharat Benz bus took US through a black morning & light traffic to Hyderabad U. Ate the bicarb en route about 1.5 hrs before the start.

6:20 am – Arrived. It appeared we were the last to; all the other nations’ tables were set up.

7 am – The race started, surprisingly, on time. The course held a gentle downhill before turning sharply left along a wide speedbump. Quite quickly a small group of women separated themselves, comprising of the Brits & Andrea. A larger second pack (myself within) kept them in sight, but didn’t bridge that immediate gap for a while: two locked paces. Though we’d toured the course the day before, we didn’t see how the turnarounds would look as the course hadn’t been marked at the time. I was aware of the speedbumps, how large & cumbersome they could be and assumed we’d do a 180-turn around the center median, or perhaps worse, a cone, which IAU and other cruel race curators are apt to incorporate. You think you’ve got the worst-case scenarios envisioned & that you’re at least mentally prepped for an assortment of odd, and IAU/local governing body laughs & says, hold my beer. When we got out to the edgemost part of the course, there was a water table on the left, followed 15ft later by a thin sheet of particle board/composite plywood covering a divot, a ditch or wires beneath, directly followed by a cone-to-180 around. If this doesn’t paint a good picture, know that a water station next to particle board = wetslip decomposing & a 180deg cone after a wetslip decomposing particle board = a pretty riotous downshift in gears & momentum and subsequent clogging. I’m being explicit, because, I think this is how I got severely injured. Otherwise, I’d chalk it to a weird quirk that added a cross country feel to an otherwise monotonous course. And, this all, because they only wanted/only could close 1 lane on the course, the other still open to traffic.

This was a fun finding that I don’t think maddened anyone, at least immediately…we would have to experience it 10 times. Here are other fun findings:

-          Though our side of the road was said to be closed to traffic, people in cars, on motorcycles, on foot & stray dogs meandered across the course; you had to be on the alert. This would go on to include ambulances who had to pick up athletes in distress.

-          Though those manning the water stations started out well enough, they ran out of steam & water. At times they wouldn’t let go of the cup. With the increase in heat, they seemed to grow lethargic and would stand on the course on their phones, sleepily checked out (can’t blame them). Then, in a fun culmination, after we’d been racing for a few hours and the heat permeated and the water ran out, they lazed about under the trees. They did, however, set out all the empty cups in lines on the table, so that you’d excitedly reach for one only to find -  

-          The heat registered around mid-high 70s and grew against a sweatered humidity. I’d imagine this was a large reason why half the field dropped, and why some were picked up by ambulance, and why the portos held soup & why poop streamed down some of their legs, and why it was so key that the Brits were afforded Nike cooling vests by their federation. Mid-high 70’s doesn’t sound too bad on paper, but pair it with humidity & smog and therein lies the distress.

I planned for the heat. The other factors, however, I figured, were owed to be done decently. With these things, a person was kept on their toes. It was (in my opinion) such a literal & figurative shitshow that I relaxed into the madness, into the lack of control. I also received a gift of distraction, or, a cherry to the shit, where surviving to the finish would mean more than nitpicking the small nuance in fear that it would affect competitive performance.   

Before halfway (near mile 15), I was going over one of those super speedbumps and in a sudden strike felt my calf lock, ache, give. There wasn’t a telling pop, but it was sudden & severe. I was halfway through a loop, stopped to stretch, massage. Started again. I hadn’t experienced such before. Figured it was a cramp. Slowed a bit. Made it to the US aid station (of which we’d pass once each loop), and asked Lin & Meghan about it. Meghan figured it was a cramp/knot and worked on the spot with rigor. Near vommed from the pain. I hydrated & took in some salt tabs hoping it would go away. Started another loop. Stopped several more times to rub; slowed furthermore, trying to find a pace or a posturing. Wishfully, though idiotically, I took in somewhere like 10 salt tabs. This was not good bodily, later. Just before the calf crap, I was feeling v confident in how I was performing. I had played it smart. My pack was fizzling but I was slowly reeling the lead group in. I felt confident that I could slowly bridge; felt inspired, curious, proud of myself, playful. And then, in a second, it changed (as it does).

Thought a lot about pros/cons the next 2 hours. It seemed wisest to drop so that I could curb the worst & save myself for CIM & the larger goal of an OTQ, but, I bargained: They think it’s a cramp…can’t let the team down…I ran, entirely compromised, babying, dragging, single-leggedly, like a fool.

The positive is that I got to watch the race unfold: the Spaniards’ confident claim, Carla’s feral break of the lead pack and Andrea’s nearly matching – her concentration. Experienced Melissa overtaking, her steadiness, the look of otherware on the face of Disney Britney, the body-clutch and seizing of Alexandra, her 10-pack pulsing; played back-and-forth with Ildi. A looped Championship course affords observation & the opportunity to celebrate people in real time.   

Carla, my love, dom'd with the win, followed by Andrea a little over 30s later. 3rd was Sarah Webster of GBR a minute's more. Bright spots of humid laud. Scoring forthe US was Andrea (2nd), Melissa (11th), and myself (14th). GBR won Team Gold, US - Silver & Croatia - Bronze. The only other scoring team was India for 4th. 

I’m shocked I finished, baffled further I scored & proud of our Team Silver. It doesn’t feel meritous in that way where you’ve gone against the best and your mettle is tangible, rather we got Silver against a field of which near 50% dropped, there ending with 31 total (F) finishers, with 4 total scoring teams, against a backdrop of smog and volunteers laying prostrate under the trees and people with so much GI distress drug testing was basically nonviable…

Individual Women’s Results

Women’s Team Results

ESP swept 1st - 3rd & Team Gold. Silver was India (rad), and GBR was Bronze. Our men were 4th, led by Adam Vadeboncoeur (11th), Bijan Mazaheri (20th) & Mike Katsefaras (22nd). 

Individual Men’s Results

Men’s Team Results

*Race Report by Jacek Bedkowski (IAU Director of Communication) 

It’s a different kind of post-race pain when you run compromised for 16+ miles. Though physically miserable, my attitude was more upbeat than not, likely held in the fragile hug of team camaraderie, of bonding in misery, in relief. All of us save for Andrea, who was held up in drug testing, boarded the bus, waiting for her to be done. A round of beer would have been pleasant here. I looked down to see Smogoleski’s young son’s foot, which had a tracking tag attached. Made me laugh. Near last to leave, we bused the hour+ back to Greenpark. I came to find I looked & felt pregnant. My stomach/guts were so swollen I’m not sure I could see below the bulge. I think this was due to either a) salt tab overkill b) 0-100 biryani consumption.

1pm –  a lunch spread of pastas, Indian noodle dishes, breads.

3pm – Awards ceremony in the GP courtyard (top 3, WMA’s, team awards). We encouraged some of our men to find celebratory beverages, so they risked their lives to cross the street for stock, though once acquired, no lobby or outdoor area would warrant our imbibe. Had coffee & snacks at Conçu, a café and cake boutique adjoining GP.

6:30pm – Afterparty on the rooftop pool deck of the Marigold. Given how difficult it was to acquire & partake and just the overall logistical vibe of the week, I was surprised by the Lit nature of the afterparty. Dimlit & adorned in blue-bulbed blacklight, a bar pouring wine (Fratelli Cab Sauv, Cab Franc Shiraz & Chenin Blanc) and beer (Kingfishers, etc). An elaborate spread of silver-tin buffet foods:

 

Savories

-          Malai Paneer Tikka: mouth-watering app of paneer, fresh cream, cashew paste, cheese cubes & a mélange of spices

-          “Cajun Fried Fish Finger”

-          Curd Papad Pickle Mixed Vegetable Raitha: cool & refreshing curd-based dish

-          Sambar: thick lentil stew made with toor dal aka lentils, mixed vegetables, tamarind & a special spice powder known as sambar masala powder

-          Butter Pepper Rice

-          Vegetables Parmigiana

-          “Baked Vegetable Princess” : In research, perhaps this was a recipe of Chef S Gopu Krishna’s, vegetarian, with creamy bechamel sauce

-          Mutter Paneer: North Indian dish of cottage cheese & peas cooked in spicy curry (‘Matar’ is Hindi for ‘peas,’ and ‘paneer’ for “Indian cheese.’)

-          Veg Hakka Noodles: Indo-Chinese quick stir fry noodles w/ onions, bell peppers, cabbage, etc

-          “Slice Chicken in Chilly Garlic Sauce”

-          Chicken Dum Biryani

-          Lamb Pie: curried shepherd’s pie

-          Grilled Fish with Lemon Butter Sauce

-          Chicken Almond Soup


Sweets

-          Malai Chum Chum: Bengali sweet made with paneer, soaked in syrup & coated with rich, creamy malai

-          blueberry cheese cake

-          Rasgulla: syrupy ball-shaped dumplings of chhena dough

 

We ate, drank, stood in circles, traded merch in a mass clothing exchange (some pieces more coveted than others, namely the really sick Japanese gear). Britney did a fashion show in España-ware. Until too tired to continue, we departed for bed by 9:30pm.

MON 11/6 – Packed. Down to breakfast to meet with remaining teammates & Carla. Talked about strategies communicated pre/during the race. A spouse likened their crewing and the whole of the experience to Harry Potter’s Tri-Wizard tournament. Checked out of GP; they kindly stored our bags so we could tour Golconda Fort. Uber’d with Carla, her parents, Melissa & Irish John to the Fort. Passed a “Free Chai Counter,” a place where you could set your chai down off the highway.

GOLCONDA - can be traced back to the 11th c and is regarded as a Monument of National Importance. Originally began as a small mud fort, expanded upon to defend the western region, then furthermore into a fortified citadel, further still with each Qutb Shahi sultan. “It remained the capital of the Qutb Shahi dynasty until 1590 when the capital was shifted to Hyderabad…The fort finally fell into ruin in 1687 after an eight-month-long siege led to its fall at the hands of the Mughal emperor…who ended the Qutb Shahi reign and took the last Golconda king, Abul Hassan Tana Shah, captive.” (4) distinct forts are enclosed with a 10km long outer wall, 87 semicircle bastions (some with cannons), 8 gateways 4 drawbridges, royal apartments, halls, temples, mosques, magazines, stables, tombs of the Qutub Shahi kings.

No lines at Golconda save for a throng of haggling tour guides. Entry was 30 for locals and 300 for foreigners. We walked the Fort through, sweating, pigeons and bats cooing and fluttering in the dark alcoves of the inner chambers. Men hung high by rope held by hand swording the green growth between the fort’s stones. Everyone gravitated our way or goggled, which was odd but sort of understandable – all of us there (I’d imagine) to experience ancient history, but distracted by blondes? We (or more specifically the milky-skinned & uber-blonde Melissa) had photoshoots. Irish John stood atop vistas swinging his camera from a string in circles (this didn’t even draw attention away from the blonde). We hiked to the highest point (about 1km) – to the ‘Bala Hisar’ pavilion and the Jagadamba Temple. Saw a most aristocratic long-haired white, flat-faced cat on a leash, there, at the temple.

We drove back to have lunch at GP, at Concu. A cappuccino, a warm, slow-roasted root veg salad (garbanzo beans, spicy honey harissa, sour cream spread, root vegetables & toasted ciabatta). A trio of cakes: Midnight Sonnet (chocolate French biscuit) & 2 selections by Carla. Ate over Darjeeling tea served in a glass pot with 2 petite glass mugs. Said our goodbyes. Irish John’s flight was out early the next morning & he didn’t have any plans until then, so he became my built-in 24hr travel-companion.

From Greenpark John & I took a car over to an Airbnb I had set up for the night. I had wanted to experience an in-home feel in Hyderabad, and the prices were incredibly low. Chose one for its quirk and proximity to Hussain Sagar. It could also host like 14 people, and I thought, perhaps I’d feel monied or that I’d make good friends and invite them to stay in one of my numerous rooms...A large condo flat on the top floor of a tall building with a purple kitchen & a big circle bed in the main. We were welcomed by the host upon entry. Despite all the space, I felt unnerved & a bit unsafe. I was glad the host had seen me arrive with John. We dropped our bags and headed out on foot towards the lake.

To Telangana Martyrs Memorial – built for the 369 students who died during the 1969 “agitation for a separate Telangana state.”

To NTR Gardens – where we left our sock & shoes at the front entrance & walked around N.T. Rama Rao’s Memorial.

Past the Telangana Secretariat. To the foot of the 125ft golden B.R. Ambedkar Statue. To Prasads Multiplex, whose entry process included checking our personal bag, being scanned & body-searched in a curtained room. Within: a movie theatre with popcorn in glass cases & garra rufa (fish pedicures). Walking around Khairatabad, past vendors & sweet shops before landing at the Central Court Hotel off Lakdi Ka Pul Rd. for 650 mL Kingfishers & a bowl of warm peanuts. Men smoked, drinking from a tabled whiskey. Ordered another round. Walked back to the Airbnb, where we’d hang until John left for the airport. Slept fitfully on the circle bed, the air-conditioning unit dripping a puddle on the floor at the foot.

TUE 11/7

Woke in the circle, the hazy skyline from the open window. Quick cold shower, Uber to Taj Krishna to drop bags and meet Kallin & his dad for further explore.

To Charminar: “four minarets,” a monument constructed in 1591. Popular & thickly busy. The Laad Bazaar, the richly ornamented Makkah Masjid. Sweet green cane juice.

To Chowmahalla Palace: of the Nizams of Hyderabad State. Seat of power of the Asaf Jahi dynasty (1720-1948). Converted to museum (the family still owns it). The grand Khilwat (Durbar Hall) with its 19 enormous chandeliers of Belgian crystal. Afzal Mahal, Mahtab Mahal, Tahniyat Mahal & Aftab Mahal are built symmetrically opposite to each other, and are in the Neoclassical style. Each have double heighted verandahs/facades lined with European-style columns (Iconic order and Corinthian columns). The clock tower or Khilafat clock, 3 storeys high, in Mughal style & ticking since 1750. “An expert family of horologists winds the mechanical clock every week.” A collection of vintage cars includes a 1911 yellow Rolls-Royce & a 1937 Buick convertible, used by the Nizam Kings.

To Salar Jun Museum on the southern bank of the river Musi: 50 for Indians, 500 for Foreigners; 39 galleries span 3 buildings. Originally the private collect of the Salar Jung family, it was endowed to the nation after the death of Salar Jung III. Collections range from 2nd c BC to early 20th c AD. 46,000 art objects, 8,000 manuscripts, 60,000 printed books. Indian (miniature & modern paintings, bronzes, textiles, ivory, jade, bidri ware, arms & armour, stone scultpures, wood carvings, metal-ware, manuscripts), Middle Eastern/Persian (carpets, manuscripts, ceramics, glass, metal-ware, furniture, lacquer, a range of figurative & narrative Persian carpets depicting stories of “Khusrau” is “among the prized possessions of the museum,” Nepalese, Japanese/Chinese (porcelain, bronze, enamel, lacquer-ware, embroidery, paintings, wood & inlay work) and Western art (oil paintings, glass, ivory, enamel-ware, clocks). Considered to probably host the largest collection of Bidri ware in the world. “The most treasured masterpiece of the museum is the ‘Veiled Rebecca,’ a marble sculpture by G B. Benzoni bought by Salar Jung I when he visited Italy in 1876.” There’s a children’s section with a myriad of objects (train from the early 20th century, toy armies, etc). In trying to absorb, exhaustion set in.

Uber’d from the Taj to the airport. Flight 1 – HYD to DUBAI. Dinner of lentil & bean chaat w/ savory mix, Hariyali murgh with steamed basmati rice, vegetable kadai (mushroom, cauliflower, paneer, potato in spicy gravy with coriander rice, Kesar chum chum (saffron flavored cottage cheese sweet) & chocolate. Watched Scrapper, winner of the Grand Jury Prize at Sundance. Napped across empty seats.

Marhaba Lounge for 8 hours reading Rupi Kaur’s The Sun & Her Flowers over a red wine, a white. Hummus, grilled tomato, a small bowl of olives, flat whites, a nap. Washed face. Light breakfast. Tech store for a battery pack, India having killed the juicing powers of my phone, or the cords. Explored Dubai airport. Throat growing sore.

The last flight DUBAI > SEA. 14 hours 40 minutes. Purchased extra leg room. A cold plate of houmous, anari & red Leicester with tomato & cucumber, grilled chicken medallion and scrambled eggs with sauteed mushrooms, tomato-pepper sauce and shredded potatoes, crepes with custard, berry compote & fried raisins, cashews, pistachios, fresh fruit, shell pasta salad with sun-dried tomato pesto, olives, peppers, chicken joojeh kabob with tomato sauce & saffron rice, bhindi masala with spiced okra, ghee & curried lentils with garlic. Dessert of apple caramel mousse & vanilla ice cream with biscuit crumble. Finished with the Emirates vegetarian pizza.

After a week of no progress with my calf, I went in for imaging. They made me do (as they do) the dumb ass XR first, then an MRI which showed a Grade II tear of both the soleus & gastroc. Wild the gastroc went too, as friend of the sprinter, and sprinting was the opposite of what I was doing in India. Best case scenario – I’d be out for a few weeks. Worst case scenario – I’d be out for a few months, and my shot at the Trials standard would be over. 




Extraneous Notes

At the time of this trip the Indian Rupee (INR) is:

1 INR = 0.012 USD
1 USD = 83.01 INR

*1 INR is subdivided into 100 paise