I've

spent several mornings sleeping in because the sheets feel soft and I’ve taught myself how to dream and wake and continue to dream the same one, and because I know what the day will bring, closing the door to change before it can. Here's the box I've put myself in: dream, or hope to, loungewear, coffee & breakfast, episodes&episodes, read, jot lines of half-poetic-ideas, think about running, try to think about Need & Happy, live in the moment for a moment, fret the steps that follow, think about debt, breathe, type a letter, pushup times ten, bathroom, snack. So here's the way out:

Wake at 6:45a without fear of losing dreams, drink a glass of water, go for a run, visualize fitness, eat a healthy breakfast, take a shower, cover tightly in soft robe, big socks, take a book to the porch, read for an hour!, edit manuscripts with a cup of coffee, sketch ideas, take ideas to print, _______________________________, eat a healthy lunch, write, edit, _____________, take a dusk run with love, eat a healthy dinner, _________________.

Now it's about finding what goes in place of the missing.