I wanted to get you that antler mounting kit but you didn't answer the phone

In trying to understand Happiness, I keep circling ideas of buddhism, greek travels, teaching, yoga, responding to people with, "It's comfortable," drinking cold coffee, there's something larger I should be concerned with, why aren't I pushing, zen running, trying to keep the bad taste of money far enough down my throat, good clean food, ideas of further education to help the push happen, write - why aren't I writing, it's okay if I don't want to live with my belongings in one bag, are we working towards something, do I ever want children?, miss mother, hope for father, wish I could dance in the street but it's not time yet and isn't it cliche? and I am always annoyed with & over cliche, and why does painting one fingernail a different color have to be cool right now?, and in a few years let's move away. Or now?

In trying to understand Happiness:

1. Wake up early.

2. Write a poem - interchangeable but not in substitute for

3. Go on a run, short or long.

4. Eat simple but beautiful breakfast.

5. Relax.