It's amazing to me how forms of fragments of how I feel too deep to say or capable of saying, arrive. As in, I can feel my mind settle after taking Gaba. The dream I had of driving a bus, stopping for a mother and child, and then slowly running them over, what this means. How I feel about getting a tattoo now, it's not the same. My mind & how I consider it is evolving, a constant discovery of secret meanings, and learning lessons before they are substantial. I don't know what all of this means, really, but I feel like I understand a lot more than I have, and am in a struggle to dumb things down before they become even more.